How Maddening is spring;
How very mindful have I been!
I’ve been mindful, but spiteful
Despite my rightful means.
How displacing, ever changing;
Much negation’s been observed.
I’m going crazy; please amaze me;
I’ve been dizzy through this maze
It’s not a maze; it’s only haze
But, for long it’s filled my days
But there’s a drizzle; one that puzzles
One that intertwines with light
The sky is heavy; but it’s happy
For the light that’s made it light
It drizzles, something soothing
Something purifies and lights
So I’m ready to deprive you
Of a something you much loved
And I’ve learnt it, every lesson
All they taught me; many souls
Souls that hurt me, ever brutal
But inside, I ever loved!
Now I know; it’s so exquisite
Very rare and so unique
It is me who can’t be had;
it is you who has to yearn
Of myself I will deprive
Every single one of you!